You let your fear of something happening that didn’t actually happen, not only because you stopped yourself from doing it and because you made up that situation in your own mind, at that time, which made you fear a possible, not guaranteed negative outcome! You could very well have made it big by singing and you still can if you want! Plus now you know you are capable of many different things besides your amazing acting career! I agree with you in many ways as far as somethings pass you by and many of then are actual opportunities that are there for you to grab and it’s a choice each of us makes during whatever mental state we are in at that moment it’s presented to us that makes the difference in whether or not we accept it or not.
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